Golden Phoenix by Raajeesh Mutta
Energy Healer & Coach
As I walked through the golden gate, where you were present in the spirit, I glided towards the golden temple-palace which was surrounded by the deep green forests and the vast natural lakes with serene blue waters. While I was walking – my bare feet on this soft, very soft golden carpet – I felt a sense of ease in my whole body. Generally I never walk bare feet ever and I am highly uncomfortable if ever I am compelled to walk barefoot within the premises of the temples, but this soft golden carpet was so soothing and comforting to every cell of my body, I felt calm and peaceful at my core level. I felt as though I’m newborn and saw myself as a newly born baby, smiling and kicking with his tiny hands and legs in the air. This feeling of being born once again gave me a feeling of a fresh start in life – as if life is giving me the chance to start again.
While I was gliding on this velvet soft golden carpet, I came across another gate which was opened for me, as if the souls on the other side were waiting for me. The moment I entered that golden gate, I saw a huge blue shaded open sky with patches of white cotton clouds. This scene of vastness sent a feeling of opening through me at a cellular level, as if all the tensions, and the baggage I was holding on to, had melted away and every cell of my body turned into golden particles which started spreading into the open sky as if they were waiting for the hug their true soulmate: the open blue sky. The blue sky became covered with the golden cells of my body, as if I had embraced the whole of the sky.
While I was experiencing all the lightness and ease at my spirit level, I saw a golden phoenix approaching me. It was very elegant and beautiful. There was a peculiar aspect to this golden phoenix. It had a beautiful long tail and at the end of the tail there was a golden pen. Its tail had wound round a golden pen.
The phoenix circled around me a few times as if asking me to hold on to the tail and take a ride. It brushed my body a few times with the pen. The next time it flew towards me I held the pen and the phoenix took off into the open sky and glided up and down. I felt as if I was on the giant wheel; it was a roller coaster type of feeling. I was ecstatic and very comfortable and enjoying the ride of the roller coaster cum giant wheel. I was not scared. But in real life whenever I tried the giant wheel or roller coaster I was very scared and in deep discomfort and the feeling of my head reeling at high speed and throwing up used to last for a few hours after the ride. I am scared to heights too. But this time it was so different. I was enjoying the high speed and high rides and ups and downs the phoenix was taking me on. Believe me, I was still holding the phoenix by its tail with my golden pen as an anchor. But the reality was the golden phoenix had helped me with utmost care and love and it made sure that I didn’t experience fear or discomfort, nor any negative feelings. Although it was flying higher and higher into the sky, it kept turning its head and looking at me from time to time. There was so much love and compassion in her eyes – like a mother would have for its baby.
Suddenly I was on sitting on the neck of the golden phoenix and I saw there was a garland and a golden pen around my neck. I was also holding a lot of books, and flinging these books into the air, as if I was distributing them to the people. From high in the sky I saw the people on the ground receiving my books, reading the books at super speed and getting transformed into light beings. They were so ecstatic and happy and full of joy. Even the ill and diseased people who couldn’t walk read my books and got healed and starting walking and running like a young person.
While all this was happening, I observed the mouth of the golden phoenix. It was chasing a violet and green sphere the size of a tennis ball. The ball was moving at very high speed, taking the phoenix up and up into the sky. I was curious to know what this violet-green ball was. The phoenix understood my question and told me the violet greenish ball was the pineal gland of my brain and as soon as I understood this, the violet-green sphere was inside my head and fixed itself deep inside at the back of my skull.
I continued to glide on the neck of the phoenix and wished if I could do so forever, but as the saying goes, every beginning has an end, and the sound of the Tibetan bowl sounded to bring me back. My phoenix assured me that it would remain with me forever, along with my golden pen and books that would transform the lives of people. And I opened my eyes.